Megan

working can be good

2006-10-19T18:08:34Z

Getting called into work sucks. Except when you get to take Sunday off to spend with your girl. And when you walk in the door you boss says, "I talked to Kim and you will be getting a raise in January for sure!" And then throughout the day compliments you and tells you how nice it is to work with me. Ohh its been a good day. I get off at 3 and then it gets even better! Hell yeah!!!

Friday the 13th creeps me out!

2006-10-13T16:05:27Z

I woke up today, went back to sleep and skipped 3 of my classes. I know I shouldnt but thats the way it goes. I regret it now, but earlier it seemed like a great idea. Technically I only skipped two. My US Electronic Media class was cancelled to give us a break, and when he was announcing that it was cancelled he said "I'm giving you Friday the 13th of so you can go and do some damage to yourselves." CREEPY. Anyways, I went back to sleep and I had a dream I was chillin' with Chuck Norris. Random!

Now I have to get some homework done or maybe I'll get some breakfast and do what I do best, procrastinate!

OHHH, I almost forgot. I tried to be productive. I called the Comm. Studies department (because I havent declared my major and they are bitching at me) to declare my major and the kid on the other line said you have to visit so and so during his office hours and he will help you. Now I have to wait till Monday to deal with this because today wont work out. DAMN.

Relieved

2006-10-12T16:33:08Z

Today is my first day of relaxation in a while! I have some homework to do but not nearly as much as I have had for the past couple of weeks.

My mom just called me. After her surgery and radiation we had to wait until she healed to do an MRI to see if the cancer is all gone, it was making me really nervous waiting but she just got a call from the surgon and the cancer is GONE! Thank God!!!! This is the happiest my family has been in a while!

Now Im just sitting here waiting for Parker to come have lunch with me!

procrastinating

2006-10-10T16:23:54Z

My friend moved back to Michigan today. Im sad because I will miss her a lot. I've only known her for a short time, but I feel like Ive known her for much longer. If you read this good luck with everything!!!

Now Im sitting down to write my paper. Hopefully it will turn out well, my last paper for this class wasnt the best. Oh well! We will see.

My damn towel!

2006-10-06T01:20:33Z

I came home tonight after visiting my mom. Park and I walked in the door, I sat down at the computer and with Parker sitting on my lap :) Then our roomate comes out of the bathroom with my towel around him naked. He says "Sorry I had to use someones towel real quick." I just sat there like wtf dont use my towels but I didnt say anything. Then he said "I'll put it right back." UMMMM NO! I told him NOT to put it right back and to put it in the laundry. Then I started thinking about it and what if he uses my towels all the time and puts them back?! So I asked him if he does this on other occasions. He said no and he only did it tonight because "we came home before he was expecting us and he was in the middle of something" ick. This better be the case because it is one thing to dry your hair with someones towel and put it back, but to be naked all over someones towel that they think is clean and put it back is not acceptable.

maema @ 2006-09-30T16:04:00

2006-09-30T21:01:57Z

Just so you know....in my last post my bad decision was NOT cheating! I wouldnt do that so no worries :)

blahh

2006-09-30T16:05:53Z

I made a really bad decision this summer...and now I regret it more than I could have imagined. And the worst part is that I cant do ANYTHING about it. At least not for a long time. damn

On a different note, Im at work now. I dont know what I am doing tonight but I know who it will not be with. A nap would be good.

I very excited for next weekend. Parker and I are going to WI to see a friend. The drive will be the best part. Just the two of us for hours. I miss my alone time with Park. I cant wait till we move to our own place again.

bad day

2006-09-28T14:54:38Z

Ick, today was supposed to be good! Woke up crying because I had a TERRIBLE dream that Park had been cheating on me for 2 years (which is funny now cuz we have only been together for 1 1/2 years...but aparently in the dream we had been together a loooonnnggg time) and she left me for someone. When I woke up I was really sad so I asked Parker to hold me, and she didnt hear me. When I looked over towards her the blanket was seperating us and so I couldnt really see her. Since I was half asleep and not really consious of the situation I freaked and thought my dream was true. I then started bawling and she heard me. I was crying so hard by the time I realized it was just a dream that I couldnt just shut off the tears. She comforted me and said it was just a dream to reassure me and we went back to sleep.

Like I told Billi yesterday I wouldnt be able to sleep in today. But I thought it was because I would naturally wake up. That wasnt the case though, a phone call woke me up. I am supposed to be going to WI to visit a friend who has been really down latley. I took of the weekend of the 7th and 8th and the one who was supposed to be working the 7th bailed. Technically she is supposed to now find someone to work the shift but for somereason my boss is putting it on me. I dont know who I will get to work it but lets just say theres gonna be a lot of ass kissing I will be doing to make sure this trip happens. After all, when I told my friend that we were coming to see her she said it was the best news she had heard in a long time. I would be so sad to tell her the trip is off. So wish me luck!

On a good note Parker has today off! I never get to spend the whole day with her and I miss it sooo badly. We are going to the mall with friends and then to the U so she can meet with her advisor! YAY I'm so excited for next semester I can hardly believe it.

maema @ 2006-09-26T10:13:00

2006-09-26T15:15:15Z

He did it! He unloaded the dishwasher, got rid of his boxes and washed his dirty dishes!! YAY! K, I'm tired and going to take a nap now!

I lost my cool

2006-09-25T21:16:05Z

Previously I had talked about how my roomate wasnt helping around the house. He has left his boxes in our living room. My girlfriend did HIS dishes over a week ago and he didnt thank her until I mentioned it.

Well today I came home from school and I was going to clean and do the dishes. I walked past the boxes STILL in our living roomwent to the dishwasher and realized he still hadnt unloaded his dishes from the dishwasher. That when I lost it. I wrote him a note, then thought thats childish and I should talk to him in person. I sent him a text asking when he would be home, no response, I called him, and he didnt answer. He finally called me back and asked what was up. So, I let him have it....in a very polite manner. I told him what I was upset about and if he didnt start doing his part around the house it would lead to a very large fight, not to mention maybe ruining our friendship. He seemed pissed, but willing to change his ways. YAY! Finally.

I suppose in the next couple days we will see how he does. Wish me luck!

procrastination

2006-09-21T17:41:16Z

Procrastination has got the best of me. I have a test tomorrow and Im very much not prepared. When I am at home, which I am, I start to study but then something distracts me. Which is pretty much why Im playing on livejournal right now! I need to go to a library or a coffee shop and then I would be more productive. Theres just one problem with that, my girlfriend has our car :( Oh well! Back to studying...or maybe I'll take a nap ;)

my roomate

2006-09-18T23:47:47Z

My roomate doesnt clean up!!! God its annoying...and I dont know how to bring it up to him without being a bitch. He has had his fucking boxes in our living room for weeks. He leaves his dishes in the sink and his room looks like a tornado went through it (I dont care what his room looks like though, that was just a random add on) When we first moved in he had all of his shit in the kitchen stacked in boxes and didnt put away anything...so I unpacked his kitchen shit. Now I swear its like he thinks my girlfriend and I will clean up after him. WRONG! We wanted to live here 2 years but if he doesnt start picking up his shit we are moving out as soon as the year is up. Which unfortunatly 11 months away. Just my luck!

Im about head out to Billi and Tristias house though and that will be fun. Later!

wedding shower

2006-09-16T15:43:00Z

Today at work I found out there was going to be a party. This always makes my day worse because it means I will be busy as hell. Well, the lady who is having the party came downstairs and said she was waiting for her daughter. We started talking about the party and she told me it was a wedding shower. I asked for who and she said her grandaughter. She then went on to say my grandaughter is a Viking's cheerleader and so there will be a lot of Viking's cheerleaders coming today so it should be interesting! I was like omg hottness! Some have arrived already, and more will be arriving soon. Let me just say that today I LOVE my job!!!! They are hot as hell and its making my day go right on by :)

p.s. its very interesting to see a ton of pink ballons and Viking ballons assorted as a wedding shower decoration!

school school school

2006-09-09T16:21:21Z

FINALLY!!! My fricken financial aid is taken care of. They just now recieved all of my shit that I have been trying to get to them for forever!! They still havent distributed all of my money, but as long as I get it before the bill is due I'm content. Seriously, I'm a junior now, you would think the FAFSA thing would be a breaze for me. Technically this wasnt all my fault, or all their fault...but its more their fault. This money shit has caused sooo much stress I'm glad its almost over.
On an similar, but different note, school has started. It's not bad, I mostly enjoy my classes, and they take care of a lot of requirments for graduation. The only shitty part is I have to get from Ford Hall (east bank) to Blegen Hall (west bank) and Murphy Hall (east bank) to Willey Hall (west bank) everyday in 15 mins. This means twice a day I have to walk crazy fast to get to class because there is never a connector when I need it. When I get to class I am hot and tired and I look like I just ran 10 miles. I would take my time but my class in Willey Hall will leave me sitting on the stairs if I'm at all late, and my class in Blegen is my lab so I cant be late to that either. AHHH. Oh well, maybe that will help me get in shape.

School in 3 days? What??

2006-09-02T14:26:13Z

I can't believe school starts in less then 3 days! I'm not at all ready. Fucking FAFSA sucks and my financial aid is all screwed up. I'm excited to see everyone and even a little excited to go to classes but summer has been great! A much needed break that I would love to go on for at least a couple more weeks. Eh, oh well, thats life.

This school year will be odd. I have classes with no more then a 15 minute break in between them from 9am till 3:30 pm (except I have a lunch break for about an hour in the middle)...but I only have classes Monday, Wednesday, and Friday! yay!

In other news I'm back to work today for the first time in 2 weeks or so. It seems like I havent been here in a year, and my internet finally works here again! Eight hours staring at a wall was definatly not fun, now I can spend 8 hours staring at the computer screen. Its good to be back making money, but I would much rather be sleeping in bed with my girl!

maema @ 2006-08-24T13:14:00

2006-08-24T18:23:01Z

Its been months since I last posted anything. I'm stressed out and a little scared about having a roomate again. I'm so used to living with just Parker and I love it (I dont consider Park my roomate because shes my partner and we will be living together forever so she is more like part of family and my home). We are moving in with our friend to save a little money and to be move to uptown. Hes cool and I could totally live with him (which is why I'm ok with this) its just that Park and I were basically starting our lives together and in a way this is like taking a step back instead of forwards. I will find out soon how the new move will work out because we move TOMORROW! I am excited to get away from my crazy neighbors and move into our super cute apartment! Our bedroom is awsome and I love it. So hopefully Park and I stay the same as we are and enjoy living with our friend, and in a year or two we will be back on our own alone together!

grrr

2006-02-12T01:36:32Z

Ok....sooo Im PISSED PISSED PISSED at the fucking phone company. And to top it off when Parker was on the phone with them my neighbor was being a loud dickhead and had his music fucking shaking my apartment. So, being the smart woman I am...I punched the floor as hard as I could. It was a very loud boom! However, I am in a lot of pain now. Now I am going to watch QAF and forget that my hand is throbbing!

life?

2006-01-15T16:14:44Z

Do you ever feel like youre not happy with where your life is, or where its going? Like it will never fall into place. I thought I knew what I wanted to do with my life, now Im not so sure. It scares me to death..

sick in Florida

2006-01-06T03:16:35Z

I got to Florida yesterday morning...and 4 hours later I came down with the flu. Talk about a sucky way to start a vacation! Anyways, it was a 24 hour flu and I am feeling better now (for the most part) I hope it stays this way because I am going to disney world tomorrow. Being sick and away from home sure makes you homesick!!!

I miss Parker soooooo much!!!! She sent me the cutest video of her ever...of how much she misses me (not porn lol) Baby if you read this I love you and miss you...I cant wait to give you a huge kiss when I get home!!!!

maema @ 2005-12-13T21:55:00

2005-12-14T03:57:19Z

So....I guess I got Tuesday mixed up with Thursday! Brokeback Mountain isnt even out yet!!! :( But when it comes out I will see it.

Also, I was very productive today. Now my level of stress has dropped greatly! But I better get going, my paper needs my full attention.

maema @ 2005-12-13T09:33:00

2005-12-13T15:36:03Z

Finals, I think they are trying to kill me! I have one in 1 1/2 hours. I really have to do well on it to bump my grade up. I should be studying right now, but I just cant concentrate. But on a happy note...I'm seeing Brokeback Mountain tonight! I'm excited!!!

backstabbers

2005-11-15T22:31:36Z

Have you ever had a falling out with a close friend? It seems like everyone has at some point. I did, we went from being way close to barely talking. Now its like he is trying to take my other friends that he wasnt friends with in the first place. I introduced them! Theres one friend inparticular that it seems like he is trying to keep from hanging out with me. I used to see my friend, I'll call her C, and now she is constantly busy. Or so she says, but she has been hanging out with the friend I had the falling out with. The truth is, I dont trust him anymore, and I think he might hurt her. Not physically but emotionally. She has no idea. the whole time we were close friends he was the nicest person ever...turns out hes a chronic liar (I know this because he admitted to it) He really stabbed me in the back. And now I am losing friends to him. Im so lost right now, I wish they could see the real him.

Its not like people can only hang out with me, its not at all like that. Its just, how childish do you have to be to try and take peoples friends?

Party Party Party

2005-11-06T15:56:56Z

Last night rocked! Besides dumb ass comments comming from rude people! But I took care of that. As I had said before my day started off quite shitty yesterday, but it ended amazing! I'm tired as hell today but it was well worth it. I went to a party, just a little one with a few close friends. We drank, danced and just had a great time. We dont get to hang out as much as we used to. Before we would see eachother everyday! Now we are lucky to hang out a couple times a month. I hurt my back while working out a couple days ago, so dancing didnt help my back feel better but with a few drinks in me I was good to go! Can I just say...I love my friends! They are fabulous. And so is my baby Parker!

I decided I'm not going to the 90s tonight. I could use some sleep, and I NEED my back to get better. I may change my mind, but we'll see.

ahhhhh

2005-11-05T16:16:42Z

OMG! Im going to get sick. All I have to do is hear this persons name and it makes me feel ill. I cant take this. I cant make this feeling go away. I want to cry and Im at work. I dont get off till 3! I dont know what to do!!!

what to do?

2005-11-05T16:13:45Z

My week has been crazy busy. And the problems with my friend have gotten a little better. He treatened to call the cops on my girlfriend for the dumbest reason in the world. And then he apologized. The apology was necessary by all means, but now he wants to be ok again. I dont know how I feel about that. He was able to just drop me as if I meant nothing to him. That hurt more then anything. I miss him and I still love him, but I cant just forget what happened. How do I know it wont happen again? I just dont know what to do.